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Has anyone ever talked about their experiences? I am thinking about telling my Therapist, but i'm too scared. Especially cuz i already have very bad experience with telling adults cuz the last time it ended up making everything worse.

Ik it's probably personal and everything, but can anyone tell me how it went when they told someone? And if it had like any consequences with police or something? Cuz i am still a minor and i'm scared that the police will investigate and everyone will know. I especially don't want my Mom to know...

So the thing is, I've been groomed pretty bad about a year ago. ( With asking for pics and encouraging sh aswell as the other person telling me about their sexual fantasies with me)

I was about 13-14 years old and had alot of mental health issues (still have)

Now I'm in therapy but honestly I'm not doing well. I haven't told anyone about being groomed because I don't want to face the consequences.

Now to my current problem, I always had a problem with going to school, but now even more. I feel like a disgusting person and it feels disgusting when people look at me. Not in the way that their gaze is disgusting or anything about them, but rather that I feel like I'm such a disgusting being, that I feel almost kind of sorry for them that they have to look at me.

So I've been skipping school alot...which of course messes with my grades. But I feel like I can't tell anyone about it and honestly idk what to do. I get nausea only thinking about people noticing me and idk what to do anymore....