I’ve been addicted to 3mmc / 3cmc for over a year now and this is what you should know
Hi everyone,
I want to make this post to warn people about this drug. I got addicted to it and i didn’t realise which effects it had on me until it was too late.
I started using it at raves which was amazing back then. I started raving every weekend and i would party on the whole day after the party (so two days no sleep).
At the time i didn’t see it as a problem at all because i felt good. I didn’t really have comedowns, i was making new friends and having the time of my life honestly. I did live healthy during the week tho, good quality food, supplements, gym.
I didn’t realise i was doing damage to my brain and creating an addiction because the drug was solely linked to raving but yeah if u go every weekend..
It all started falling apart when i moved to Croatia for 6 months. There are no cathinones there and i didn’t even think about that because i genuinely didn’t know i was addicted. When is was there i kinda felt depressed and unmotivated. Something felt wrong and it felt like i was missing something in myself which needed to be filled with whatever. I met some people there and i started doing speed because it’s the most available there. It didn’t hit me the same as 3mmc and i kinda didn’t even like it but i still did it every weekend with friends when we went out.
That was the moment i realised i was addicted. On top of that i created a dangerous gambling addiction but only when i’m high, never sober. I was also masturbating every time when i came home from a party where i used speed and i would redose the whole day and jerk off. My brain was desperate for anything that would bring me dopamine. Because of that i did lose a lot of sexual desire. I also have anxiety and i’m depressed.
I really didn’t realise what i was doing to myself until the damage was done. Now i’m still struggling with 3mmc. I don’t use it often but when i do i gamble and lose all my money and then jerk off. I don’t enjoy it anymore but i still choose to do it.
I just don’t feel happy, i have no intrest in socialising or relationships. It’s really hard and the only thing that makes me feel alive again is fucking cathinones.
Don’t use that stuff really. In the moment you will think everything is fine because you feel fine but the damage it’s doing is real and it sneaks up on you.
I’m doing an Iboga retreat tho in 10 days. It seems to really help fix your brain and addictions.
Practical info:
I was using for 2 years approximately almost every weekend around 2 grams.
If u have more questions just ask, i wish i knew back then what this shit can do to you.