u/__UrekMazino

I'm a 32 yo. I still don't know what to do in life. I'm so lost. I used to do so well in school and I'm not able to fathom how worse I've become with age. I'm scared of studying and failing. I did engineering cause I couldn't clear the exam to get into medical during my entrance exams. I was still scoring well during my 11-12th but I saw others were doing better and I started losing hope. Not that I wanted to become a doctor. I wanted to be a scientist or a mathematician back then.I'm from india. I don't have any confidence. I feel like I'm too old to do anything now. I don't know where and how to start and where to go from here. I have no dreams. No goals. Please help.