Sex is killing me
Sex is killing me.
Anything related to sex destroys me deeply and instantly. I feel an overwhelming sense of discomfort and genuine pain whenever the subject comes up. Whether it's stupid jokes or what other people consider "normal" conversations about it, I just can't take it anymore.
I'm confronted with it ALL THE TIME. It makes me feel nauseous, and I end up vomiting. I literally throw up when people talk about it or even imply it.
How am I supposed to live peacefully like this? How am I ever supposed to find love?
I have such a deep, visceral hatred for it.
WHY HAS SEX STILL NOT BEEN ABOLISHED IN 2026?
Sex makes me feel nihilistic, and that saddens me.
I just needed to get this off my chest today. Thank you for reading.
How do you deal with this? Do you have any advice or solutions?
Thank you. I love you all.