My college is harassing me 😭
I know it's too long but please guys help me I so depre**** now bcz of all this 😭
Hello everyone so basically I'm 19 and last year maine apna neet ka second attempt diya... And I could get govt clg obviously I know that but then I decided to join private bams college.
Then counseling and all hua I got bams college in first round of counseling. Then phir main vaha gya and clg started so u guys may be know that ki medical colleges me course start hone se phele 15 days ka programme hota h and all. So vo start hua sabse phele then...
Flashback- Jab main 10th me tha tab lockdown ke time I got know that ki mujhe hearing problem 🥺 ho rhi h bahot phele se thi ab dhere dhere badh rhi hai 😭 then tabse mera treatment chal h no body can define the real reason ki kyu ho raha h but jo mere test hote h hearing ke usme bahot jada high nhi toh ek dam low bhi nhi thik thak problem show hoti h ki like bina machine ke bhi kaam chal jayega bus baaton pr focus krna hai n all.....
Now jab vo programme chal raha tha then mujhe laga ki mujhe sunne me dikkat ho rhi h but mujhe laga shayad log jada h isiliye becz us time vaha seniors professor sab hote the so I think ki isi wajah se focus nhi kr pa raha hu then...
After the end of programme mujhe laga ab thik hoga sirf hamare batch ke bache honge but still I can't clearly ki professor kya padh rhe h 🥺 main bahot jada pareshan ho gya infact vo podium pr padhte h the hamare class me 3 speakers the tab bhi yaha tak ki maine first desk se last desk har jagah baith kr dekha I can only hear 🙉 some words like 100% me se sirf 10% sun pa raha tha and also you guys know ki colleges ki classes kitni badi hoti h maine toh first time life me dekhi thi aaj tak tv me dekhi thi ki ese stairs jaise hote h benches n all 😅 then after 1 month (15 days programme and 15 days normal classes) main bahot pareshan ho gya har time bus rona aa raha tha also I'm from middle class toh bahot saari baatein mind me chal rhi thi like paise lage hai relatives ko pta chal gya h 🥺
Then I talk about all these things with my papa and vo usi din mujhe lene ke liye aa gye clg which was at 350 km from home.
Then hum wapis ghar aaye clg se leave leke dr ko dikhane ke liye then Dr says that ki itni problem nhi h ki ear machine lagaye but agar aapko esa lgta h clg me toh Bina ear machine aur machine dono ke sath try krke dekhte h test and the result was same bina ear machine ke bhi utani hi problem show ho rahi thi jitna ear machine ke sath then he says ki may be aapko capd ho sakta hai (central auditory processing disorder) then unhone mujhe ek mahine baad iska test karwane ko bola then papa ne kai jagah pta kiya but mere pure state me iska test kahi available nhi tha 🙂
Then I again go back to college.... Or kyu gya wapis aur kya hua vaha aage ki baat jaane ke liye pls reply.
Mera yeh baat batane ka motive yeh nhi hai ki main views again karu and all balki yeh ki I genuinely want someone jo mujhe is situation me se bahar nikal sake jisme main abhi phasa hua or mujhe guide kre 🥺😭 aur aage ki story isiliye nhi likhi maine kyuki fayeda kya kisi ko kuch batane ka jab log sunna ya aapko kuch guide hi na karna chahe...