u/_coffee_enthusiast17

Surrender phase

I had my Inner Union on 12 August. It was an earth-shaking, ecstatic experience.

I got new opportunities at work, my entire condo block is being renovated after 40-50 years.

My twin also got further and further away. He eventually broke up with me 8 days ago but finalized it 5 days ago.

Now, I have some mild health problems, such as healing from a cold, having some rectal ruptures out of nowhere, and I also got a tattoo today, which also needs to heal.

I let him go. I surrender into the thought of him not coming back. Knowing him, he will though, but definitely without leaving his girlfriend.

Can anyone tell me more about the surrender phase?

Any help or advice is highly appreciated.

We're being told that attachment is the reason our twins run.

So does that mean if I ever get into relationship (I'm not waiting on my twin, he made his decision, that's on him) I have to let them go too?

If there's any conflict, you don't resolve it but leave them for good because it's attachment that make you want to keep them and resolve the problem?

Also, does this journey want us to be completely alone if without our twin for the rest of our lives? Are we supposed to reject everyone and let everyone go?

Because it is bullcrap that you can decide for your twin. You can't. And the fact that these so called 'coaches' tell us we can't ever be happy with anyone else is disgusting.

I'm raging right now, to be honest.

I love my twin like I've never loved anyone before but if he doesn't want me, I'm not going to wait on him.

AND NEITHER OF YOU SHOULD EITHER!

Live your damn life! Go and LOVE! LOVE YOUR FRIENDS, GO ON DATES, LOVE YOUR HOBBIES, LOVE YOUR WORK! But most importantly, love YOURSELF!

What're your opinions?