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I used to be really really bright student up until a few years ago. I used to love studying, enjoy studying and it never felt like a chore or a task to me.

these past years have been horrendous to me. I got diagnosed with depression and general anxiety, and no matter what I try to do nothing is working for me.

I have no interest in anything, not even a hobby of mine. I used to love art and reading but I haven't touched them and my books are rotting.

I know I'm trying to get better but I genuinely want to love studying like I did back then.

so I'm gonna start a lwk tough course (chartered accountancy 🥀)

ppl and seniors casually talk ab studying 7-8 hours (some even go to 12-13 hours)

I can't sit for so long mannn I want to it's truly my goal but I just can't.

I was able to cruise through without much heavy studying my whole school life so I never developed the habit.

but now I REALLY need to study 7-8 hours a day or I'm cooked.

PLEASE TELL how I can improve

zamnnnn so my isc friend is depressed af over a 91% (pcm+cs) apparently her jee didnt go that well (she'll still get something by counselling she told me)

but like 91% is extremely good?????

and I don't know why she's crying ab it to me, cus my cbse boards went horrible (mai toh commerce w maths hu alag 🥀🥀🥀)

and even tho she's my friend she's pissing me off cus I'm literally now learning to accept my 85-89% and she's mourning 91% like girl...