u/aalekhtiar

My head feels like it’s in this constant haze where I feel high without any emotion feeling. Also dizzy and blurry vision with headaches. I got the memory of a fish. It’s hard to watch or read anything because I can’t focus or give whatever I’m doing all my attention and then if I try to it makes my headaches worse. This shit started after I quit smoking. I’ve never felt like this while I was smoking and if i try to smoke now there’s no euphoria or any type of feeling with it just feeling out of it. It’s been going on for 3 years and idk what to do. I can’t live my life like this. What’s the point in doing things if I can’t feel pleasure from them ?

I was posting on here 3 years ago abt my journey with this bs. 3 years later I’m still experiencing dpdr. I have the memory of fish. Can’t remember things that just happened and just super forgetful. Constant headaches can’t focus, trouble thinking, and can’t feel any emotion. I feel like I don’t care abt anyone or anything. I never posted again bc I was locked up during that time and just got out a couple of days ago. I’m going to the doctors next week to see if I can get some type of answer or something. Idk how just smoking weed can cause this. I’ve tried smoking to see if it would go away but it just made it worse. Weed doesn’t have the same effect it use to. I can’t feel euphoric or any feelings you should feel when getting high I just get super spaced out and feel like I’m sped. Anyone experience this or still experiencing it ? There’s gotta be something I can do.