u/acro_phobia2

Hi, so I saw a video talking about this, and I wanted an advice on how to do that with my current situation.

The video talked about being "loyal" to the new story, choosing it when 3D shows the old one, being consistent with your affirmations and yourself. When spiraling, wavering or doubting to get back to your affirmations and the new version of you.

No movement is still movement, and to keep living your live.

This is what I understood.

My situation: I never had a real conversation with my sp. We not close, currently in different classrooms. We studied together for 2 years. He doesn't have socials. I'm affirming that he's obsessed with me. I saw some "signs", but they're uncertain and I don't feel them as signs at all.

I'm affirming thought the day, I write a manifestation journal every night and read every morning. Also listen to subliminals and now I'm doing a vision board. I have some love letters to, and I read them occasionally.

I confess that I'm really focused on the 3D and looking for proofs, and I want to change that. Also want to be more consistent with my affs and to live my life and stop putting him on the pedestal.

You might thing that I asked something and also said the answer, but the problem is that, sometim3s idk how to put this on practice, how to react and redirect my focus, cause I struggle a lot with that. And oftentimes I feel lost and not knowing where to start. And something that I just can't figure out is how to be/act like the new identity. People say all the time to not focus on texts, posts, checking the 3D... But it's just doesn't click to me.

I also want to see movement. To stop happening in the "background".

So, any tips?

I'm trying to affirm "I'm bigger than my desires and I manifest instantly", listening subs and shifting my thoughts, cause I'm very attached to my SP, but I keep thinking about him! Not in a bay way, but it makes me miss him and now I'm getting desperate for it and I want to try everything to get him. I stopped to calm down but I keep feeling desperate and kinda sad.

Yesterday he came to my class and I tried to stay composed, but my mind was so full of thoughts, but I was suppressing so idk exactly what I was thinking and my heart was beating fast. I did the breathing exercise, tapping and didn't work. I'm just feeling more desperate and idk how or why.

Manifestation is instantly so why it just doesn't show right on my face? I know it's possible, but idk why I feel like I can. Or when I try, and I forget about it, distract myself it doesn't show up. I did it with small things, weather, money and small objects. But idk why I stuck when it's people.