I Am Grateful To Exist At All
When you experience such a profound level of disconnection from all living life in a sense that I can not yet put into words when I came back into my body in any level of conscious form literally seeing an ant crawling near me made me almost cry beyond measure - every single form of life here is such an incalculable experience and creation beyond our conscious imagination we must go far beyond the programmed education and concepts of what reality is to even come close to grasping the immaculate beauty and meaning and true purpose for what we are actually here for and it made me sad how many souls before me did not yet get to touch that absolute bliss of being alive not by having but being here so immensely that they are able to find the beauty in all things
If all souls were touched by this divine feeling and state of consciousness it would be much like the final scenes of the movie Arrival in which wars were quite literally ended as the shared humanity within us all transcends the confines of the physical realm alone which allows the people to recognize themselves through others in ways that would reduce all conflict as the pain and suffering would be a like one to another all illusions shattered
I have to always anchor to this place so that I have the hope of the rest of the souls of the earth being able to journey to this point and place and remember who we are and why we are here beyond illusions like "The World Cup" and even more