NEED ADVICE!!!!!!!
So what happened was I was raised from my parents from the start and they have always been toxic or the ones that abuse their authority.Its like a disease "They can't admit their mistake".So what happened was some people told me to confront them directly
And when I did what happened was I cried my eyes out in front of them and point out their mistakes and then they pointed out my mistake.It was all going neutral but at some point they started using their authority as an advantage saying sentences like
"WE ARE DOING THIS FOR YOU OR BRING SOME RELIGIOUS QUOTES IN BETWEEN" or "COMPATE ME TO SOME KIDS THEY KNOW THAT I DONT EVEN THINK EXISTS".And that is not even the part that triggered me at some point when I was crying my eyes out cause I had been coping for so many years
at some point I saw my mom LAUGH and that shit felt like a sword pierced through my heart and she was saying "IT WAS FUNNY"
WHAT HAPPENED WAS WHEN I STARTED SAYING THAT ONCE SHE SLAPPED ME IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS WHEN I WAS 12 SHE SAID THAT SHE HAS THE AUTHORITY TO SLAPPED ME
I DONT HAVE ANY PROBLEM WITH MY FATHER CAUSE HE IS A NICE MAN AND UNDERSTANDS ME BUT HE FALLS UNDER THE TRAP OF CHOOSING ME OR MY MOTHER
I DONT HATE THEM BUT I ALSO DONT LOVE THEM ENOUGH