I was skimming the law of one and came to a moment where this was briefly discussed but not a whole lot was said. I recall Ra saying it was rare for someone to do that, but no other follow up.
Does anyone know?
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Been quite a lurker here and I absolutely love reading everyone's experiences it's helped me through quirky times.
This is gonna be a long one
Since 2024 I've delved into
The world of hermetism, esotericism, philosophy, mythology and spiritualism, NDE's, drug trip experiencers, Buddhism, Hinduism. I listened and looked into people like Terence McKenna, Alan watts UG krishnamurti, patanjali, saint Teresa and avail, Bashar, Neville Goddard, paramahansa yogananda, etc. I wanted to understand the hoopla of religion/spirituality and why we have it. And ultimately an idea came through and I went with it. And so started my search for powers and magic.
It led me down quite the rabbit. hole. It ultimately started my interest in meditations and certain yoga, I think it would be considered kriya. Along with that I became endlessly fascinated with the biblical book of Revelation. And got me into journaling
A lot has happened since March of 2024. Many experiences in dream time and substantial in the in-between( that space between waking and sleeping). Even more transpired since the end of 2024(I did something truly reckless)
Where I am currently and what I have gathered from experiences:
-Feeling much better physically and mentally.
-It seems for me my brain and body seem to be connected.
-Focused on regions of the head causes strange pressure in my body down below and vice versa.
( I mean places where I feel my heart beating in when experiencing and major emotional output)
-When focusing I feel the pulsing increase. As attention continues a swirling vortex. Continued focus and the area begins to vibrate and I feel my perception begin to spin.
-The reckless thing I tried to do was try to trigger my own "Armageddon" in a way.
That caused a horrifying amount of force/current/energy surging through my system.
-The current felt like a wriggling snake, chaotic gyrations causing much swirling and whirling in my head.
-What I did was anchor it through the pulse points. That resulted in what I can only describe as feeling stabbed through a couple of times(those corresponded with experiences in the in-between and strange lucid dreams when they happened)
-Each horrifying, strange, wonderous, and spinning event resulted in increased vibration felt in my body and cessation of the swirling in my head and a greater sense of cumulative well being.
-strange occurrences happened much more in my chest heart area than I originally thought would occur.
I don't feel like I'm being torn in multiple directions anymore, but I do feel a strange kind of vibration now. It reminds me of what Terence McKenna called the elves machines "self driving basketballs" "foraminifera cast in opal that's self transforming."
I haven't fully grasped what's going on with the experiences, kinda felt like a strange drug trip stretched out for a few years.
I've also kind of forgotten quite a bit of what I had first come up with sense i lost that but of information some time ago. So now I'm piecing it together as I go.
I've got so many journaled experiences I've never put out there that I'd love to exchange for your own experiences.If you have questions please ask them!
Recently(some weeks ago roughly) I've noticed strange green patterns on my walls when waking from naps or hypnogogic states. I'm no stranger to seeing strange patterns on the ceilings and walls, but now they've been consistently green.
Anyone got any info