u/allisonisrad

Hello!

I'm just reaching out for support and good vibes.

I had open heart surgery when I was a baby and another heart surgery at 2.

I'm now 35, no symptoms, but I'm slated to get open heart surgery in the next few months due to building pressure in my heart due to a parachute valve.

To say I'm freaking out is an understatement.

I spent all day in the hospital Monday for a heart cath.

I spent 2 Mondays ago doing a stress test and CT scan.

I'm just overwhelmed and traumatized. Idk how many more pokes I can take from IVs and blood draws.

Good things: I have a really good support system and I have an intake for therapy on Tuesday.

I'm just looking for words of encouragement right now.

Thanks!