I’m living with TOF & CHD and I’ve been ignoring my health problems because I don’t know how to explain or describe them. Help?
I’ve posted to this community before, a few months ago, with the same problem, but now I want try to elaborate a little further on my specific symptoms and situation; because I don’t know of anyone else who is in the exact same boat, and it’s extremely frustrating. There’s also zero information that exists, online, about my specific experience or symptoms.
I’m a 40f who was born with Tetralogy of Fallot and Pulmonary Atresia, when I was about thirty I was diagnosed with heart-failure, and was told that I would probably need another heart-operation. When I consulted the CHD specialists at OHSH, in Portland Oregon, I was told, essentially, that another heart-surgery would be too risky, because of my anatomy. (Essentially because I’ve had so many past surgeries.) I was told, at around that time, by my local cardiologist that I probably needed a heart-transplant. I was told by OHSU, later, that my options were a valve-in-valve procedure, or a heart-transplant. I opted for the Melody valve procedure, which was performed at Stanford University Hospital in Northern California, (in either 2021 or 2022, I don’t remember) but the surgery was only a partial success. The valve was never completely deployed, and my heart ripped and had to be surgically repaired during the catheterization procedure.
Almost immediately after the surgery, I started having very severe and specific symptoms, which were worse than any of the symptoms I had prior to the valve-in-valve surgery. Prior to the operation, my Cardiologists warned me that the operation would be risky because a major artery or vein had grown over my heart, and so I assume what’s happening is that artery or vein in being compressed between the artificial Melody valve, and my sternum or breast bone. That’s essentially what they said might happen if I decided to go ahead with the surgery. I was suggested, by a cardiologist here, online, that I could maybe ask my cardiologists in Portland about maybe placing a stent or shunt to keep that blood vessel open, but I have had some difficulty describing my symptoms to my doctors. My next OHSU cardiology appointment is in September, and they schedule about six months out, so I figure this is the only time, or opportunity, I have to “get my ducks in a row,“ so to speak, and figure out how to explain my symptoms to my cardiologist.
Essentially, I spend most of my time in bed, on my back, because I think when I’m laying down, that vein or artery isn’t being compressed. When I’m on my feet for more than 20 minutes, I get a severe headache and my eyes go crosseyed, in the sense that at least one of my eyes starts to go lazy. I’m not sure what happens after that, because I’ve been very conscious not to be on my feet for too long after these symptoms start, but I’m afraid I might at risk for a stroke. These symptoms started almost immediately after the surgery, and they’re extremely debilitating, to the point where I can never be out of the house, or on my feet, for more than about 30 minutes at a time. Not unless I can find a place to lie down, like on a bench or in the back of vehicle, for example. (Just to elaborate: My aunt on the drive home from my surgery at Stanford noticed my eyes were cross-eyed in a group photo we all took, together, and later, after I had recovered, and had started cardiac rehab; I noticed my eyes going crooked when I walked to the store for the first time after my operation to buy groceries in one of the security mirrors. That’s when I started to become too disabled to walk back and forth to and from my local store, and my symptoms are so severe that I had to switch to going to another store that’s more expensive, and further away, but that I can take the bus to get to, so that my overall time on my feet is less.) I know my surgeons meant well, and did their best, but this botched surgery has completely destroyed my quality of life. I know having another surgery is risky, but I’ve lived like this for years... Hoping it would get better, but it hasn’t. Where or how should I begin to explain all of this to my Cardiologists at my next appointment at OHSU?