u/alonewithoutgod

is there no way to see heart rate zones while using apple fitness videos?

I'm having a lot of buyer's remorse right now 🥺

is there a way to toggle this on for all workouts or do I have to waste my time scrolling around on this tiny screen toggling it on for every single workout one at a time?????

quick background: lost faith like 20 years ago. currently agnostic bordering on atheist, but something has been compelling me to get my faith back so I'm trying to learn some things

I've been reading a small book that tries to teach bite sized lessons from the bible and I'm stuck on the first one. it starts with a prayer about regaining faith and then paragraph about the excitement one feels the first time they felt the call to worship. I was able to relate to that quite well, but then it talks about not doing good things just for personal gain or to get into heaven, but purely for our love of God.

It mentioned a part of revelations where John "was reproving the church for abandoning their first love" because they were doing a lot of good things but not purely out of love for God.

It ends the lesson by asking why we do what we do and the lesson conclusion being to let the powerful love we first had for God be what guides us.

However, I've no idea what it means to love God. how do I love something that doesn't respond to me? I can come up with all kinds of logical and non-selfish reasons to do good things. but what I'm having trouble doing is imagining what it means or feels like to love God.