I did somthing bad but i dont know how i feel about it
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Hey there i am m20 when i was a kid like 6-7 yo i got my hands on the internet at first i started playing Vgames and watching stupid videos etc as any other child but later after 3 years or so discovered social média and i was suprised that somthing like this really exists like i can just log in and talk to random ppl from any place in the world
I opened a facebook account and i started talking to ppl random ppl ppl i know nothing wierd then one time i was talking to someone he was a 12 yo boy i was talking to him chatting etc then one night when i logged in i found out that he blocked me on facebook i didnt know why so i decided to stalk him online i used a girl acc *catfishing*
I got a lot of pics for the same girl and i got another 5 accounts with the same last name to the girl acc to creat a family type thing environnement so he wont suspect me anyway we started talking etc after 6 months or somthing he confessed his love to me i played along for more than 2 years he didnt suspect a thing then the thing happend he told me that his parents divorced and after a while his grandma got sick she got some type of cancer anyway he started showing dépression nd stress signs he kept telling me that i am the only reason he feels good these days etc anyway the years passes and he didnt suspect a thing i was making some girls voice call him w the specefic type of things i wanted to tell him etc
Anyway one time i logged in he was online as usual texting but i tried to ignore him just to provoke somthing i wasnt sure what i was thinking of anyway i kept ignoring him for about 2 weeks and then i decided that i will tell him the truth it cant go on like this forever out of pitty at least for him the day i told him he froze behind the screen he didnt react or anything suddunly he went offline for a day then 2 then 3 i was curious whats wrong with him
So duo to the lack of info i could get just by waiting for me i checked his dad profile after a week or somthing then i found the dad posting a pic of the boy i was talking to and praying for him cuz he did it he ended his life i deleted the whole conversation and alll the pics and the whole profile i still remember it every single day and for some reasons i cant stop catshing ppl now i am so good at it its like a skill i got since a young age ik what i did is wrong and i feel sorry about it thats it