u/amazzadraghi

This is a follow up to this post from two days ago.

The energy got better after the first clense, but after I got home from work (at 11:30 PM) I didn't feel fully safe downstairs. I went upstairs to my room to calm down and rest a little, I wanted to perform the cleansing ritual again at night. Around 2:30 AM i finally felt confident and grounded enough to go and get it done. But when I came down to the kitchen I thought I heard some movement in the bathroom next to it, like someone was hiding there. I called my friend on a video and I straight up started hearing whispers from the inside. I had burning incense with me, but the fear completely took over, I ran back upstairs. I knew there was nobody there, it's just something really didn't want me to do the ritual. There was also a spider in a glass I drank water from few days ago, but I don't really know if that could have any meaning to that, normally I'm not scared of spiders, but that one made my skin crawl.

I did the cleanse again now, in the morning. There are a lot of threads, few bubbles, the situation got way better but I still need to look out, I'm not sure if I should repeat the clense again. There's also this thing right next to the yolke, it could be a round face, would make sense with previous post that I have a female enemy, but I really feel like the term "enemy" shouldn't be used if the beef is one sided. This could be a balloon, but to me it looks like a rabbit, and I could see it being a rabbit from multiple angles. I always thought of rabbits as mystical beings, they are main characters in many tales and stories. They are prey animals, and have to be aware of their surroundings at all time, but they do think and react quickly to danger. In general I feel like it's a positive sign, they always remind me of spring and first sunny days after long winter. A new beginning and a cycle of growth, that's what I'm getting from it.

I felt this way for over a month now, but I was thinking that it's just paranoia and waited to do the clense. So many things started going bad, atmosphere at my house got bad, I felt uneasy while looking at shadows in the dark. Situation was just getting worse and worse every day. Before I clensed the egg almost fell from kitchen table, some part of the egg fell outside of the glass, I poured salt on everything, flushed it down the toilet. While rubbing the egg on my body, every touch felt heavy, like it was hurting me, not much, but enough to make me uncomfortable. After everything I cleansed my house with insense, but I had trouble with my ligher, the flame was barely there, everything was falling from my hands. The egg yolk broke, there was so much bad energy around. I know that one person that destroyed my life at previous work is going through bad time, while I healed during the whole year since I left. Is it possible that her hatred towards herself, that she was taking out on me is so strong it messed up energy this badly? I'll do another clense, but is there something more I should be worried about?