u/amy5539

Yearning for someone who doesn’t exist- or I guess who I haven’t met yet. Staying single until I meet someone worth dating, but I know it won’t be anytime soon.

I’m genuinely afraid there’s no kindhearted men out there who want to give their whole self. My DREAM is to be in a relationship where I can put lots of effort into it, and feel reciprocated and loved. 100% for 100%. I want to be able to do things for him, make him things, be there for him, give him so many compliments, and I want to feel appreciated for it, and maybe even get the same sometimes. I want someone who is willing to put effort into working through conflicts when they come up. Someone who is emotionally intelligent. And I so badly want to be that person for someone else too.

I just haven’t met anyone like this yet. Not someone that has the potential to be a romantic partner, though lots of friends. I guess the person DOES exist somewhere- I know he does. I just haven’t met him. I won’t accept anyone like I used to. I will wait, and be patient. I have a feeling this will take years.