u/ancienttechnology_

It’s been building up for a *while*, ladies. Years. Covert narcissism, BPD, drug abuse, mental, emotional, and sexual abuse… I’ve put up with so much shit for so long. I’m not gonna go into details because you all are smart and I’m sure you can imagine the bs I’ve been through. Thank the gods for therapy and my incredible support system.

I could write a freaking book. Maybe I should… help protect other women from falling into the trap.

Today is the day I make myself me again. I’m waiting for him to wake up, and then I will be telling him he has a month to move out. He will not take it well, and I know this. This is attempt #3. Third time is the charm, right? This time is different though, because I no longer feel love for him and I can see his tactics objectively. I refuse to be subjected to his manipulation anymore.

Morning “dinner”- tater tot hash with eggs, kale, vegan cheese, and Capitol Hill seasoning (so bomb). Coffee and a crossword too, of course ☺️

Take care of yourselves, ladies. Find something to celebrate 💜 After this conversation I need to have, I’m going on a hike with a friend/mentor who is twice my age and is a medicine woman. I’ll be an hour and a half away from home so he won’t be able to chase me down.