Hello! I've just started my page and I'd like to have a way to have a video player. There's a cute playlist I listen on youtube that would fit well, so having a little screen (like a small tv? Or even simole) to play it. I'm not good at coding, so setting up cd players or .mp3 options would be alternative options.
Thanks in advance!
I (27F) will be moving abroad in a few months to live with my husband. Me and my mom (55F) care of my grandma (90F). Since my grandad passed aged 91 (4 years ago) it's been a slow downhill for plenty of reasons, including grief and well, aging.
Grandma has always been sassy but over the past month-ish, shortly after turning 90 it seems like she's become a proper old person all of the sudden, or at least to me, idk. My mom worries a lot of the time for her (which then makes me a panicky mess) even if we all live under the same roof and I worry about how my mom will be able to handle it all, especially the fweling of carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders with life all around and without my help. I know being a sole caregiver is ROUGH and I'm thankful that her brother lives on the same street as us, as well as her sister relatively nearby, but it's not the same living with it day by day.
I feel in a way, no matter how small, that I'm failing everyone by moving. Especially in a day and age when grandma has started lying a lot more often and not eating as much, forgetting things more often, separatingmy mom as my mom and her caregiver, and being extra hardheaded- it gets on our nerves I'll tell you that.
Idk what I'm trying to get with sharing this but it all feels so hard and the time goes so fast and so slow all at once. I've started getting bad intrusive thoughts and always jumping to the worst conclusions. I obviously don't tell this to my mom as to not rock the boat. I guess I needed to share what I, we, are going through in a place where people could understand.