Residency specialty help
Hi everyone. I'm an M4 that will apply to residency in September but I am unsure what to apply to.. I was hoping for some help, advice or suggestions. Most of my life I thought of doing surgery and just stuck with that through undergrad I always thought that was what I would do. I love kids so I always dreamt of Pediatric Surgery. But before entering medical school, I don't think I considered what that entailed. I dint know it was 5 years of general surgery and that it is one of the most competitive felowships to get into, which entails 8-9 years of training. This weighs heavy on me because I want to be a mother in the next couple of years and I am thinking much more about lifestyle these past years. Also I have struggled with some health issues and fear that going into surgery could jeopardize that. I've thought of just doing pediatrics, but I fear i'll regret not doing surgery.. I've began to entertain OBGYN and am currently on that rotation so I am exploring it, but I have similar worries about the supposed malignancy of these programs. I'm not sure what to do and I'm trying to figure out if maybe I have been too close minded and that I should look into other fields that I might not have considered. For context i believe I am a very detail oriented, crafty, hands-on person, good under pressure and I love to be actively working and seeing patients or doing procedures rather than studying and researching.
Any specialty advice?
Any life advice?
Any specialty suggestions? I might be too late for some?