u/angelrelgn

I’m blue he’s orange. #2 is our composite.

What dynamics do we share and how do they affect our lives separately? I feel like he’s my caregiver and I am his shaman. We both guide each other and create the most peaceful space for us and we’re very open with communication, he’s the best partner i’ve ever had. I do see us long term based on all the hard work, friendliness, love, affection, gratitude we have for each other, it’s a beautiful, spiritual, reassuring, releasing feeling we share.

Between back paying child support, going through foreclosure with the bank, battling to see my kids with my ex, having to pay my mom for bills, having car issues left and right (with 3 different cars btw).

This seems never ending and IDK what I did to fuck this up other than becoming depressed and suicidal and addicted to drinking every day, which I definitely stopped.

My girlfriend is the only thing pushing me through , who believes in me.

Is there any hope for financial gains after these never ending obstacles? I just want to be content and be able to not worry about all my liabilities.

Any insight is very appreciated!

My living situation is not ideal right now with my parents and siblings and I am wondering if it’ll be a good time for me to move out permanently and start investing in a home for myself. I have a good idea of what I want but I am worried about the financials of it all and basically having to work to live and pay all my bills, which I am good with saving and being frugal. I am currently sacrificing my peace to live with my family, we do not get along very well it’s a broken home here. I am ready to start creating my own home life by myself but I’m not sure how the financials will go with that. Any insight is welcomed!

Car living, alternative ways of making income, living on bare minimums is all that i’ve been focusing on for stability in my home life. i’m curious what’s in store for my saturn return in taurus being about responsibility and shelter or love and commitment. I’m very much nomadic. TIA!