genuine passion in tech, doomerism makes me want to pivot. should i? where to?
first year student so if theres a time to pivot, it would be now.
i neglected college forever for many reasons, so a 4 year degree that has the capacity to pay me well is very important.
i have a very strong passion in tech, hence me wanting to get a bachelor’s in CS. particularly in cybersecurity and networking
but jesus christ, i know this job market is bad right now but its extremely disheartening for anyone left who is passionate. people really talk like it will never get better, and that you’re pissing your money and life away if you get into this field.
no one can predict the market but its extremely hard to stay positive anymore. it makes me want to pivot but i have no clue as to what.
my other passions would make significantly less money, are just as difficult to get into, or have awful work-life balance (marine biology, environmental science. basically anything to do with animal preservation or nature)
if i could roll back time and go into the medical field i would. i’d love to be a dermatologist or anesthesiologist but i absolutely do not have the time or money for a 8+ year degree.
i considered engineering of any sort but i simply dont have the passion to carry me through the hell that is engineering academics.
i feel quite lost and directionless