anxious
i’m such a chronic procrastinator. my nervous system is so fucked up that if i try to do my work, my anxiety shoots up for i don’t know what fucking reason. it’s something easy, something i can get done in a couple hours of focused work but i can’t get it done. btw things i think i have but am too broke to get diagnosed: adhd (100% sure) autism (abt 70% sure) depression (lmfao yeah) anxiety (90% sure). it’s affecting my mental, physical, emotional wellbeing and i feel like im just going deeper in.
i think if i get back my ability to function normally, a lot of these feelings would be elevated, but it’s like a vicious cycle. the adhd affects functioning, the procrastination builds anxiety and it keeps going on until i fuck up everything and hate myself. i don’t think i can get diagnosed until i graduate and start earning my own money. how did you guys with similar situations deal with it?