u/anxious-bitchious

Ruminating over men who don't give a shit about me. I hate that I love men. I hate that I love their touch and how they look at me. I hate that it matters to me.

I just moved to a new city for work and recently got out of a 4yr relationship . The loneliness coupled with the insatiable need for affection is an explosive mix. And I'm exploding

The games these men play. The games. It makes me want to destroy their lives. I eat my feelings because ultimately I'm responsible for how my feelings affect my actions.

Well I'm sick of being responsible

I'm here before I do something stupid and ruin someone's life

Fuck I can't handle it. I can't handle how hungry and enraged I am towards fucking men

I used to watch Court tv's trial archives and trials to binge on their website and the page is gone now. I've been checking everyday for a couple weeks now. Did they remove the whole archive??