mourning my future life
hello everyone,
im 25f and i am in the work up of getting diagnosed for EDS and possibly other complex symptoms (long several hours eval happening in november). i have shown symptoms of EDS all of my life and everything is just getting worse instead of better.
i know that i dont have an actual diagnosis yet, but i cant help to grieve and mourn my future life and its been like this for a few weeks now. im scared for the future, i don’t know how much is going to change and what my limitations will be afterwards. ive talked to my family, some coworkers, and my therapist about it and i have a breakdown almost every time i get into how im actually feeling.
i guess what im trying to say is that im wondering if this was a normal feeling/grieving process for anyone else before a diagnosis. or am i just overthinking everything. thank you