About sending nudes to your SO
Does anyone else feel no matter how nice your boyfriend it just feels disgusting when they ask for nudes.
Idk why but I have such a violent reaction against it when I could just say no to it. Even if i refuse my boyfriend he will always be supportive no matter what, but something in me breaks every-time I’m asked.
As extreme as it sounds, I feel raped and used whenever he asks for it. It makes me want to just tear off everything sexual about me so that no one can EVER ask for anything like that ever again. I hate hate being a women at times like this.
And from the past year, I just cannot cope with doing anything sexual idk why. I don’t have any SA history nor has my boyfriend made me feel this way.
How do i cope with something like this? What’s wrong with me :( ?