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This one is new to me. To date Asmodeus is the only entity I’ve experienced this with. I’ve started to psychically smell his energy.

It started around the time I began consciously working with him 2 years ago. I only really put it all together the past couple of days.

The smell is so strong and vivid it’s as if I am actually physically smelling something. Not like a memory or internal experience. There were times I would ask people around me “oh my god can you smell that? Does anyone smell that?” (They didnt lol)

It’s very…distinct. Not necessarily terrible, but not like what would be described as traditionally pleasing. It’s like multiple scents mixed together.

It’s kind of sharp, metallic, woody, smoky. Like tobacco smoke mixed with a little sulfur and musk.

I confirmed when I started consciously inducing it by calling on him or thinking about him. Anyone else ever “smelled” him?

Also side note when I typed my second sentence “Asmodeus is the only entity” it somehow autocorrected to “Asmodeus is the best boy” lmao

Via lucid dreaming. She’s been with me for a long time, and I’ve done important work with her. But still had never interacted with her in a visitation like that. It’s something I’ve done with other demons.

I started to wonder if maybe she was ignoring me or didn’t want to interact closely with me. I lit a candle and incense for her. I was feeling disconnected and unsure of our relationship. I put them out then went to sleep.

The dreams were amazing, and tough. Before I met her I had a series of tests, puzzles, and trials to pass. Basically she took control of my dreams, and I had to figure out how to take it back. It paralleled how to take control of myself. It was a little scary and confusing at first. The dreams kept repeating. I was caught in a loop. I had no idea what was happening. I complained and cried out, but I eventually accepted the situation. That’s when I was able to come up with solutions.

At the end I saw her, and spoke with her. Then there were a few more tests, and a final closing message before I woke up.

I woke up feeling amped and energized. I looked at the clock and it was 3:30am.

She was beautiful. Short black hair, black dress, olive skin tone, and kind of a posh sounding accent. She was kind, but not coddling. It was maternal, but not in a “I want to make you feel warm, loved, and wash away all your pain and problems” kind of way.

Her love was to believe in me, challenge me, and show me I can function under pressure.

Her final words were “I came to remind you that you already are a star” 🌟 🖤

I had an experience last night with Asmodeus that has kinda left me 🤔…. A little triggered?

Out of all of my psychic senses clairaudience is one of my strongest. There’s two ways it comes in. The primary way is like I’m hearing it as an inner voice. Similar to the way I hear my own, but kinda different. The other way it manifests is like an actual auditory hallucination.

Which only happens when I am laying down relaxing my mind, or drifting off to sleep, especially when I’ve been channeling. I’ve been evaluated by mental health professionals and don’t have any sort of schizophrenic disorder.

I was channeling him and lilith back and forth. Then I heard message “cut your guts out”

Very jarring, but the extra weird part is when I heard it I felt no sense of danger or intimidation. It was so neutral. After processing it I did have a little freak out though. I confirmed it was from him with pendulum.

Prior religious trauma and upbringing had me in my feelings. Wonder if this was a “slip of the mask” moment from him. In his defense he did tell me “if I was trying to trick you into torturing you for all eternity, do you really think I’d lead with threats to gain trust ?”

After I calmed down he started talking about a 4 pack of kratom extract soda I had drank. An herbal product I started using years ago for pain and mood boost. I’ve developed a bit of a dependency on it. He’s not a fan. He wants me off it, and I do too.

So now I know he doesn’t want to actually disembowel me. It was more metaphorically. A strong direct command to purge myself of toxins for my health and well-being.

It caught me off guard, because I’ve never received any message like that before. I’m not surprised though, Lilith has sent direct ones like that before when I really needed to get my act together. I wonder if with his connection to passion and violence that kind of delivery and style may just be natural to him sometimes.

This probably sounds crazy. If I am just a crazy person feel free to let me know that too lol

Lately I’ve been feeling more drawn to him. I was listening to his enn on the way to a specialist appointment I have once a year.

The doctor was able to set me up with a new primary care physician who became available, and also has experience with my condition. I mentioned how my insurance dropped coverage for a medication that now costs $200, but she has a resource to help me get it for around $18.

I did know one of his powers is “providing medical care for women” but I didn’t even put two and two together until later. I wasn’t thinking about it. Kinda makes me want to look deeper into the “transforms them to make it easier to get to a lover” part now lol

I’m very appreciative to have had his assistance. I believe he did show up for me. Which means a lot dealing with the hellscape of healthcare that exists in America. And just in general to have a spirit care.

He came to me last night when I tried channeling my matron. I started feeling another entity coming through. Then clairaudient messages telling me to slow down, stop talking, and listen to him.

Behind my eyelids I saw this image of ghoul with sharp teeth smiling. Then an image of a sigil that was pretty clear and detailed. After that a lot of zombie imagery, and corpses. 🧟‍♂️ It was a little weird.

I didn’t get an actual name, but I started looking at sigils and as soon as I saw the one that matched from my vision I saw the name Bifrons. Then an illustration that very closely matched the face I saw. After reading what he was all about the other images I received made sense. I think he sent me these hyper specific messages so I’d be able to identify him.

Just curious what anyone who has interacted with him has to say. I believe he would be interested in teaching me things. I study astrology and sell herbal remedies for my day job.

I also shut down my mediumship abilities when I was a teen/early 20’s. It got overwhelming sensing the dead, and sometimes communicating with them. Few times I did share messages with others it either resulted in people crying or just running the other way.

What is he like? Ngl all the reanimated corpse visions were pretty off putting. I didn’t feel in danger or anything, but still.