10.10.2026
Dear Diary,
Today I took the girls to the WW2 museum for a read along. It was really nice. Since I've been considering dramatic ways to make ends meet, i.e sex work, I went to a food bank and got food for my daughters and now they should be good until fall break is over.
My oldest said last night that her dad is mean to her. And I don't know what to do with that. I'm trying not to alienate him from them, but there's no court order and he's not adding anything meaningful to their life. And honestly I couldn't care less if they have a relationship. I have filed to put him on child support, but i honestly don't want anything from him. It's just to help me get food stamps, insurance, and maybe tanf.
It's been a month and I've been without work. God is providing for me, and he's supporting me but it's also really hard because when is it gonna be better?
I'm sleeping on a busted air mattress on a floor my mom rents from with my 4 and 5 year old.
The only joy I truly get is that my kids and I are no longer in an abusive situation.
I am not asking for legal advice or anything I just wanna rant and get it out