I'm just tired
Being in relationship with hypersexual is tiring. I'm tired. Everything is involving sex. Normal conversation becomes sexual one. He keeps puting his hands in my vagina. I yell, he becomes gloomy for several days. So i stopped yelling, I just endure the uncomfortable. I just stand and make dinner - he takes my pants off. Random putting fingers in me or eating me. I feel so uncomfortable in my own body, in my own house. He keeps telling rape jokes, and I just stopped telling him to get himself together. He did raped me in my sleep and our relationship will never be the same. I just feel like fuck toy. This is daily. And 'no' or 'stop' means nothing. I just can't deal with it anymore.
I just wished he would stop, without becoming depressed :/
sorry if its tagged wrong. I need to get it off my chest. I never told a soul this is happening. Well, except when he raped me but this is a whole different story where I was made to be a bad guy:)