Sudden brain haemorrhage
I lost my soul mate two weeks ago after being married for only 9 month from a sudden brain haemorrhage from an undiagnosed blood vessel defect. I’m f/29 and he’s m/32. Being on the spectrum, he’s the only one who has ever understood me, who my soul intertwined with, who shared my goofyness and who I built an entire world with. Everyone who met us said he was the male version of me and vice versa. Now he’s gone, I hate love because everyone dies. I know that everyone says this life is temporary and I will be reunited with my husband soon but I can’t imagine living life without him and it feels way too long. I don’t know how I will get through this but due to my religious beliefs I won’t do anything silly. Anyway, I’ve signed up to grief counselling and I hope it helps somehow.