Finally asking for guidance
I am 44. I've known most of my life that I have had abilities, though I have tried to put them in the background and not pay attention to them. I have not researched into what it is to have the abilities that I have or how to address them .
I meant a close friend of mine about 9 years ago who at the time we were just working together. I did not know that she was a median but she read me right away as a very strong empath. I've had multiple conversations with her about things that I am going through. But since she has moved away things have gotten hard and I stopped paying attention to the way I was feeling. I also have abilities to not necessarily see people but I can feel them there, I can feel people who have passed away, I can feel their pain and their suffering. I work with the public a lot especially in older folks homes. The last couple years have been extremely hard on me I have had so much emotional feelings or what I would call an emotional roller coaster and not understanding why.
I don't like to talk to people about what I feel, and my husband doesn't understand that when I'm overwhelmed it doesn't necessarily mean that I understand why I'm overwhelmed. So I am reaching out for help to learn more about what my abilities are and what I can do to protect myself. I'm reaching out for friends that understand what I'm going through.
My husband and I own four different companies Where We Are in people's homes all the time. My husband just recently got a client who is also an empath. I had never met her until just recently when we were invited to her birthday party, I walked into her house and the first thing that she said to me was can I be your friend. She could tell that I was also an empath and since then she's been talking to my husband about the fact that she really wants to meet with me and help me understand, and just keeps telling him that she feels like I need a friend to talk to. Because I'm bottling everything up and not letting out.
I'm so lost on where to go,or what to do, or what to read, I just need help and guidance