u/beetle-boxes

hi! trying to figure myself out after far too long. not that I've tried very hard, but I've never been able to find a foundation match. (closest is Clinique in 0.5 Shell or Tarte in 8B Porcelain Beige, but they're both too pigmented maybe? and seem to be lacking something I can't put my finger on.) everything seems either too orange (even in neutral-cool labeled tones) or too pink. all selfies are in front of a window at midday on partly cloudy days. 1-3 only include a lip balm. in the 4-7 makeup pics i'm not wearing foundation but am wearing a touch of concealer on my cheeks only because this was during a rosacea flare. plus bonus "my hand next to my pink partner's." what do you think my undertones are? would also love to hear input on potential color season – I think some sort of winter, but I don't know if I'm obviously cool enough and feel green/yellow/gray compared to most winter examples.

i could be wrong but i don't think i have the width for FN. unfortunately don't own a crop top and had to try to pull a tshirt tight.

as i've lost weight i feel like i simultaneously have lost lower body curve and have become more column-shaped but it's still hard to distinguish between D and SD at my size. it's also hard seeing pictures mainly of very thin and small-busted dramatics but i genuinely don't know whether i have the curve for SD. i feel like my bust line may be more forward than outward projecting although that's also complicated by not currently owning a great-fitting bra. any help would be appreciated!