u/blepbloopblorp

Hello everyone. First time posting here long time emotionless robot

It's my birthday, and every year , I practice my smiles and make sure that everyone knows I am having a good time and that I enjoy their company and that I enjoy the gifts and cake. And I do genuinely, i just have trouble expressing it unless I try

Not all the time, sometimes a genuine smile or whatever comes out of me but most of the time im just 😐

I practiced this because I don't want to React Wrong™️

Whenever I react wrong , people get the wrong idea. I don't wanna make people upset because I don't react the right way. Like "no im not upset, i just forgot to smile but i do enjoy xyz"

It does get exhausting though....