u/blondezing

My 9 year old dog, Ned, had a couple of nights with an elevated breathing rate and a slightly worsening cough from his CHF.
We took him to the ER to see if we could get his medication amended.
They wanted to keep him overnight but we simply couldn’t afford it, couldn’t get approved for the payment plans either - so we were taking him home with the new meds with plans to get him into a cardiologist the next day.
Ten minutes into the drive home he seized and died.
I am racked with guilt and sadness for my poor boy.
All the vets we spoke to said he had about 6 months left with us so I was completely unprepared when he just went so quickly.
Just need a place to feel sad as I’ve got a toddler who is too young to understand what’s happened.