Is just me ?
Dated one lady that was in to astrology and numerology and religious etc. her Instagram all pictures black and white clothes and she was very strategic in actions and responses. Asked her to tell me what is happening and she didn’t want to be open about it so we broke up. And meet her outside by chance and she was fully white dress.
After 3 months I started feeling like memory issues forgotten passwords and don’t feel like working as before ( was very productive) and feeling like having psychological attacks.
She was very active on social media before but now looks like she’s copying me I go silent she does the same.
I had a period of mind looping of the events as she was secretive about lots of stuff and she was acting weirdly scared of something and she was not openly talking about what.
I have experienced pain around brain area eyes kinda like running tears without sadness, jawline tension but not sad as I m aware was not healthy relationship.
I have experienced some kinda pain or transformation around spine also was feeling like soul leaving the body 6 month ago and again kinda returning 1 month ago and this feeling was very odd like kinda drowning or anything like sort of breathing with pain in head and spine.
Now I feel myself very sensitive like extremely sensitive where I talk to some of my friends and I feel head hurt kinda like brain fog and with other friends I don’t feel this at all.
My phone acting weird as well like I m being watched or targeted or followed and I see a trend of people wearing black clothes and black glasses as energy prices extracting but some of them are not is like the world split in 2.
I m trying to make sense of it doing tests as well blood work for heavy metals and other stuff and brain RMN etc but trying to understand what is happening. I noticed myself being way more spiritual like going to church daily and focusing more on positive energy activities and living in trust and light to recover and recharge etc. grounding helps a lot. But it feels like something wired to my brain and like reading my mind very odd stuff.
Maybe is just energy and vibration and grounding as I started reading about this as well and researching how brain works etc. I should have mention that I feel better after removing the gifts from the house and she watches all my stories and I don’t watch any of hers because don’t know why she’s been doing this kinda things. Maybe is a cult or targeted or a gov program; not sure but is kinda odd feeling.
Maybe she wants me to think of her like bad that’s why she’s creating confusion but I believe in God and I forgive her anyway plus I think God show me that time when I see her in white clothes as was a very random moment when I decided to go out and oddly enough I meet her and she was fully white. I should mention that her friends where hiding their faces and eyes and this happened 2/3 times.
Very odd things trying to Not think about this things but as a very attentive person is kinda hard to ignore. :) plus seems like is not over yet. I don’t feel like need to have anything related to this relationship as i’m all about truth and transparency and love so yeah…