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Hi all, back again lol.

In September I’m flying JetBlue to Paris from JFK. It’s a narrow body a321 so of course my brain is telling me to be scared. But the thing is, I’m sure I’d be scared of a wide body too. I’d be scared if the plane was full of pilots.

No matter what I do, I can’t shake this fear. I’ve flown multiple times in the past 2 years, and I still sweat, cry, and internally freak out the entire flight. I already know how it’s gonna go. 100% safe flight, but my body betrays me once we hit one rough cloud. My lizard brain takes over and my adrenaline shoots and my stomach hurts and I just start crying and hyperventilating.

And over the Atlantic Ocean in the dark in a narrow body, if we hit turbulence, I’m going to feel mortal terror. What will that feel like?

All this even when I take a prn medication.

I cant tell if I’m afraid of flying, or afraid of the panic at this point.

Not much to say- just wish I wasn’t like this. This fear is so cruel and challenging. I love traveling but the
Flights are always painful and have sickening anticipation for months.

I’m speaking to a therapist about this but she’s kinda thrown up her hands- because I DO get on the plane every time, I just feel sick and cry the whole time.

I don’t know. Just wondering if anyone else is feeling this way. Discouraged, embarrassed at my feelings. Wishing I could just be okay and get over it. Wishing I could just enjoy it.

Hi all- I paid off my treadmill but I want a new credit card from TD financing. I don’t wanna use it. I just wanna have it just in case.

I was going to put a small one dollar a month random Patreon subscription set to auto pay on it so that they don’t close the account and it doesn’t hurt my credit.

But I don’t have access to the card anymore —and on the TD financing website it says there’s a technical difficulty and it’s been that way for weeks. When you call the only way to speak to an agent is to press seven and then press four and it says technical difficulties as well.

Does anyone have an email or another phone number I can use that’s not online? Just want this financial nightmare behind me. Their website is absolute ass lol.