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Dy patil kolhapur, sums-2 (Bhuvneshwar) and sbks. I think i can get into any of these. Which one should i go for and why?

Any chance of getting sbks varodara or sum medical college Bhuvneshwar in 1st round? 3.4L rank

Going w this for my first choice for deemed uni. Can someone tell me if it’s worth it?

Hello! My rank is 3.4L and my budget is 1 cr. I am so confused which private/ deemed colleges are worth it. Please recommend some colleges which you guys think are good and i can get with this rank

hey im thinking of applying for George emil palade for medicine and surgery. I couldn’t really find any reviews about it anywhere. Can someone let me know if it’s worth it?

Hello! I am applying for mbbs in Georgia and I wanted to know which uni is the best. Budget is not a problem.
Also had some other questions so if anyone is currently studying in Georgia, can we please get in touch?

Idk how to start but I am just so tired man. People keep treating me like an option. I feel like I am that person people come to when they have no one else to talk to or when their other friends are busy. I feel like people are forcing themselves to talk to me.

Let me add a little background story as to why I think like no one likes me:

I used to be this really bubbly extroverted girl who talked to anyone and everyone in 9th grade but I got into a friend group where I felt very out of place. They were all from really rich families so they always had plans after school like going to the clubs or someone’s party and their parents were always okay with it but I come from a middle class family so my life was VERY different from my then friends. I always felt so out of place and I also got to know those people i considered my friends never liked me and that hurt me a lot. One of them body shamed me so much that i started getting scared whenever i did get permission to hang out with my friends because that girl used to always tell me i need to lose weight and nothing looks good on me and whenever she came over she clearly looked down on me and made faces whenever I tried on a dress.
I ditched all of them after 10th grade.

I went to a new school in 11th grade and made friends. I thought everything was going great but these friends turned out to be even worse. I was constantly the centre of their conversation. I was always the joke. They made so much comments about my body and also my looks that I started hating myself even more. All of us were preparing for a really important entrance exam at that time so I thought they would understand how fucked up our routine was and we had literally no time to work out because not studying for even an hour felt like I was wasting my time.

These constant comments about my body got so overwhelming for me that I broke down in front of my mom and sibling. Me and my mom were going to go shopping and my mom noticed that I kept on changing my outfit and I couldn’t decide what to wear and she asked me what’s going on and I couldn’t take it anymore and told her how much those comments about my body affect me and how much i hate myself and how much I hate wearing nice clothes cuz i feel ugly in everything.

After this, I got to know one of the people in this friend group who was actually kinda nice to me actually hated me because of a misunderstanding made by another guy (who was mad at me for rejecting him) and he just wouldn’t let me explain myself.

I haven’t tried making irl friends after this. I have a lot of online friends but sometimes I feel like all of them have their own person and they don’t really care about me or think I exist unless I text them first. So I always feel like if I stop texting first, I will be left with no friends which is kinda true tbh. But I am tired of texting people first. I am tired of begging for their attention.

All of these comments about my body and my looks by people I was friends with affected me so much man like I seriously can’t even look at pretty people in the eye because I am embarrassed they have to look at an ugly creature like me. I also started binge eating as a way to cope with all the thoughts in my head but I kept gaining weight.
I have joined the gym now and I am trying to stop binge eating but I don’t think I could ever forget what those people did to me.

And this is why I feel like no one actually wants to be friends w me

Ok gang here’s my plan.
Bio ka jitna revise ho sakta hai utna karugi till 8 pm and then 2 hrs for physics and 3 hrs for chemistry formula revision. Uske baar mein chali sone😾

I have no fucking idea what im doing right now man. I can’t study anymore, im exhausted and idk how my exam is gonna go. I feel like i forgot everything. Please tell me im not the only one who’s feeling like this. Im so scared