u/bubblecherry7

i know it's probably way too early to even think about this and honestly the guilt going through my mind is insane, but sex to me is where me and my boyfriend can truly be so connected with each other, when will my body be like recovered after a 20 week tfmr the doctors didn't even go through any of this with me and i was too ashamed to ask , please don't leave any hate im already struggling with losing my baby💔 (it was a induced labour)

my baby boy was diagnosed with a encephalocele at 16 weeks we were told his case was severe as the cerebellum was already coming out the brain and more was likely to come out which made his prognosis very poor, we took time and made the decision that we were going to end my pregnancy at 20 weeks because the life we were told our baby boy would have wasn't what we wanted for him or what he deserved, all i've ever wanted is to be a mum and this broke my heart but i still want a baby that i can watch grow older and i crave to be pregnant again💔 i don't know what to do with myself or if i should even risk getting pregnant incase future incase this happens again (im taking 5mg folic acid now) can anyone give me their thoughts on this please