u/bulbagooey

And it still hurts like hell. Has it gotten “easier”? Yes, I guess, if you could call it “easier.” But even just one thought of him still causes such a pang in my heart, like deep in my chest. Will I ever see him again? I hate the finality of it. :( like as long as I’m alive on this earth I will never see him again. Ugh.

As a Seattle ARMY can someone please tell me what this means? I’m SCARED!