Good morning everyone, I’m part of Hacking’s first round and after the PI was granted I contacted my representative so I could know what was going on with my case. Well this morning I was hit with shocking news, I mean it’s not really shocking but I wasn’t expecting them to directly violate a court order . You can see a screenshot of the response I got below
I’m usually the type of person who would tell you to stay positive and that you’d get over it but I actually think I developed PTSD from this pause. I know some people are going to call me ungrateful but why can’t I feel happy even after getting a PI.
I’m unable to stay positive I’m having nightmares in those dreams a bunch of shadows are chasing me i keep seeing myself getting denied and that I have to go back to a country where I’d most definitely get hurt I became harsh with my family,
I don’t go out I turned into a literal socially awkward freak and last my savings are completely drained I’m unable to afford food. This time I actually think I wont make it,maybe if I had a deadline for my PI I’d feel better but for now I’m just as bad as I was when this started.
Well👀it looks like we’re in this together now ?
Is everyone happy about this ?
I don’t know what to think so I would like to know what you guys are thinking
👀 so what do you guys think is going to happen to the rest of us ?
I actually was happy this morning
Because I thought that meant something for all of us (congratulations to the 22 plaintiffs btw)
But what about the others
I’m anxious