People responding to my delusions

Hello everyone. I suffer from Pedophile OCD and schizophrenia. Recently people in real life have been responding to my thoughts and it’s weirding me out. I have to convince myself logically that it’s impossible for people to hear my thoughts. It’s gotten to the point where I spend all day sleeping to ignore the voices who are angry at me for being a pedophile, which I have to convince them I’m not. I’ve just been letting them believe what they choose to believe. I’ve gotten off my meds recently (about 2 months ago), my mom really wants me to go back on them. Does anyone else have this comorbidity? I don’t believe in things such as like I’m a God (well I believe all humans are Gods in their own way once we are connected to nature), but I feel like the delusions I’ve been having all day are just how to Free Palestine and end Capitalism. I know ultimately, I’m just one person. My delusion brain says : you have the power to awaken people to revolutionary actions/ thought through their minds. My logical brain says : your thoughts have no consequences on real life except the actions that you take to Free Palestine.

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u/carboroaha — 1 day ago

Schizophrenia and Capitalism

I found a cool source that I relate to as a leftist with schizophrenia. If anyone relates hmu! I need more friends :) lowk haven’t read it at all since scholarly articles aren’t my thing, but I think it’s cool that there’s a piece of literature out there critiquing capitalism and drawing it back to schizophrenia.

P.S stay strong my fellow schizo sisters and brothers.

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u/carboroaha — 2 days ago