I dreamed today that my partner had returned home from the province to our house. He was carrying a small white suitcase, I was happy to see him. When he entered the house, my father suddenly had a heart attack. Then i wake up. Is there anyone help me to interpret this?
Paano ko ba sisimulan? Hmmmm.. nung nakaraan buwan nagkita pa tayo at nag usap. Kamustahan, nasabi po ka pa nga na mas kalmado na. Sumagot ka naman na ako lang naman yung nagliligalig. Tawanan bago ka umalis. Dumating ang isang araw na bigla ko nagpagpasyahan na iwasan ka (nilagay ko sa blocklist yung main account mo) para kako masanay na ko di ka maging parte ng araw araw ko. Pero may kirot ng matuklasan ko na nakablock na din pala ako sa isang account mo (ibang app). Marahil pareho natin alam o nararamdaman na ayun ang pinaka mabuting gawin. Kung sakali man, magkasalubong tayo sa hinaharap. Maari bang ituring mo ko na di kakilala. Dahil alam ko kung ano man yung pinagsamahan natin ng ilan taon ay mababaon ko na din sa limot. At kung makita mo naman akong ngumiti pabalik, ibig Sabihin nito ay di ka makalimutan ng aking puso. Hanggang sa pagtatagpo muli ng ating mga mata.
I was raised to be strong and tough by my father. There's no 'i love you" "I'm proud of you" and "I'm just here when you need me" type of conversation in our lives. We're not showing affection, but we know whenever we need them, my parents will always be there. I know it hurt you more when you saw me last 2023 when i got into an accident by motorcycle, i can't even walk for almost a month (i was bedridden). After that 2024 you got sick because of hypertension (mild stroke) right side of your body can't move. You're also getting older senior citizens.. I know even if i get older, I am your favorite daughter.. Last week you asked my youngest sister to message me if I'm awake. I know you're worried about me but I'm okay. You raised me to be tough even if I'm on my own.
Its been a year since we last met. A random day, nag drop by ka sa store without notice.. Nagulat pa ko nung nakita kitang kumakaway sa gilid ng pinto.You told me, napadaan ka lang kasi may client ka near by. Im happy to see you again, nagkwentuhan tayo for about 10-15 minutes. Updates sa isa't isa. I know that will be our last encounter. I know your just checking up on me. If I'm still that girl you used to know wayback 2024. I really appreciate your effort for quick check. Im so grateful that you're the one God sent to me on my darkest days. Ang Im always praying for your happiness in life. Until we see each other again. Maybe in other universe.