u/cassucksass

I have cptsd and my trauma involved chronic neglect from multiple people and witnesses in my life. years and years have passed and one of the most difficult things I find as an adult is developing genuine interest and care for my life. I do not care about my life at all. I don’t view it as sacred or as unique or as something that shouldn’t be taken for granted. in fact if I could be on welfare and sleep for the rest of my life that would be perfect. has anybody who dealt with chronic neglect ever successfully managed to develop genuine care for their lives in terms of what direction it’s going etc?

hi guys, unfortunately in an attempt to maximize me sleep, I took quviviq then smoked p o t. I woke up at 9 AM, right now it’s 3 PM and I’m still feeling a strange side effect of feeling extremely nauseous, head is spinning, losing stability while standing and getting up from the toilet etc. what can I do to lessen this feeling without going to Urgemy Care? im really embarrassed