u/cat_listen_to_music

Felt like everyday feels the same, like i lost something along the way, while i was living but now i'm just surviving. I'm surrounded with love but i still feel like there is missing something within me. I feel like i'm always looking for that missing piece so i can feel complete again.
I have everything i could ever ask for, i know i didn't have much but i feel like life was fair to me.
I'm just looking for that purpose, that drive, that passion inside of me to keep burning. Cause along the way i know i lost something that i didn't even know i had in me.

I just realized how love can feel one sided even if you are already in a very healthy relationship. If you give too much effort and time for someone that continuously not choosing you, or changing their ways that badly affected you. It just means that they never really give the love you deserved in the first place. Cause all you wanted is to feel seen by your other person like you care for them.