Reward-seeking behaviors
Did you notice these kinds of behavior too before you were medicated or as a kid?
Mine was with food and it's a thing ever since I was a kid. It's kinda funny but I used to eat my baon agad on my way to school pa lang even when I was meant to have it dapat sa recess. I also blow my pocket money and cash gifts from godparents agad as a kid. Ayon, all of these years I thought all of it was just a moral failure on my part. For my parents, I'm just their irresponsible kid (because my siblings can easily save up).
It's just one of the symptoms but it fits the bigger picture and I hate that no one caught it earlier.