I don't know if I should come back or not
For context, I have been in a situationship for 6 months now. I made a mistake and did something unforgivable: I cheated (even though we don't have a proper label, I consider it cheating). We didn't talk for around 1 to 2 weeks after that because my partner wanted to end things right away after finding out what I did. But my partner was the first one to reach out, telling me that she missed me and that she couldn't do anything without me, and she was hoping we could give it another chance. So I complied and told her that, sure, we could try again. But after some time, I slowly got tired of all her accusations, like telling me, "Nag-uusap na naman kayo non, no?" even though I had told her multiple times already that there was no way for me and that other girl to contact each other anymore.
I tried to understand where she was coming from since I knew I had broken her trust in me. But it really was slowly getting on my nerves as the weeks went by, and I couldn't help but tell her everything that I felt about it. So by this time, she had come to the conclusion again that it might be better to end things between us for both our sakes.
The only problem is, I am tired of this situationship, but I just crumble in defeat every time she says, "Please." And right now, she's the one who reached out first again, telling me that she really can't do it without me. I feel so bad, but I'm honestly tired of what we have.