I should probably leave
I have made some mistakes recently, and unfortunately, many of them have been documented through email. I have been feeling increasingly unmotivated because I have felt for some time that there has been an effort to push me out.
I know that I am capable of doing the work correctly, and I have demonstrated that I can do it. However, I perform better in an environment where I feel supported and comfortable asking questions or seeking guidance.
When I started, I came in with three classmates, and I felt that they did not particularly like me and gradually excluded me. One of them has also characterized some of my personal behaviors in a negative way, which I feel has contributed to the perception of me at work and made it more difficult for me to feel accepted.
I recognize that I am responsible for my mistakes and that I need to improve. They were no open to questions but now they are. At the same time, I believe the work environment and how I have felt within the team have affected my motivation and, ultimately, my performance. I feel stuck I should probably leave.