u/chrrry27

Currently thinking in how many time passed since i got a sincere hug when i need it. So used to cry alone since im a kid, now being an adult, i cant remember when i got a real hug. I crave so much physical contact, i feel i need it so bad, i feel (and i am), so lonely. I dont understand why im so unlucky, why nobody wants me and reach for me, as how i do when i like other people, is so unfair. Like again, why trying to meet new people, when all are going to do the same? Just forget about me, and leaving me in the end.

I know, the only thing that matters, generally, is yourself. I'm working on myself, I'm doing it, I'll study again, I'm continuing with my hobbies, I'm taking care of my health, I'm in therapy, etc., etc....but I feel so alone that I feel like I want to die, that it's not worth it, I feel like I want to die and for it all to end.

Maybe it's because I've dealt with loneliness and depression my whole life, but I feel like it hurts too much...what's the point of living if I'm going to be alone, misunderstood?

Sometimes I feel so alone that there's an emptiness inside me, and it hurts, literally, in my body. It's so hard, I don't think I'll end my life, but I wish I could.

There's so much suffering, worst if u are alone. And the loneliness... I feel out of place, and that hurts a lot too...

Just i dont have no one in my worst moments in real life, i just have online connections...just the things with my partner ended in the worst way possible. I feel so alone, grieving, and im scared to be alone irl now, what im going to do?? i feel so so bad. Loneliness aches in my body, in my chest and throat, i feel heavier, was enough with my other trauma. But i already feel like dying right now. I just want a hug, someone here making me feel company, helping me, to distract myself, but there is no one, not soon...

To love is to grieve, that's how I feel about human connection. I barely have any online friends, I suck in real life, for some reason, no one sticks around.

My family is emotionally awful, I have no friends, and I don't know where to find new people like me or even kind people in my city.

I'm having a really hard time, emotional abuse at home, and the only regular contact outside of home is my therapy center. I also have a complicated situation with my online partner, and I feel like I'm dying.

This loneliness is killing me, slowly, I'm getting sick, I hate people, I try to be nice but I always end up alone. All new friendships are useless because no one sticks around to support me, but I always try to help, and everyone turns their back on me.

I wish I didn't care, I wish I wasn't alone for once. My chest hurts so much with sadness.

I'm 19 years old, you might say I'm very young, but I've always had this loneliness, and I'm dying.

I struggle so much not to isolate myself, but dealing with people feels like a lost cause. I wish it were easier, to find more people for myself outside, a real family, but I have no one.

I'm trapped in a bubble of pain, one I can't escape, because I feel so isolated from people. I can't connect, and I don't understand why.