Hi everyone, I'm sharing some great notes on the state of having versus the state of wanting. This will help you understand it better and recognize when you're in a state of wanting without even realizing it. By acknowledging this, it's easy to let go and move into the state of having. It's important to note that this is obviously for those already familiar with the method, using the 6 steps, and releasing the 3 "wants." These are notes about the "BUTT SYSTEM." Also, keep in mind that this only applies to the Butt System; it doesn't apply to other forms of manifestation.

NOTES ON HAVING vs. WANTING

--- HAVING: It's not a big deal, natural, it's there, normal, no energy, no excitement, "it doesn't make any difference or give me anything," total indifference, hootless.

--- WANTING: On a pedestal, looking up to it, seeing it as something "better," great, the best, enthusiasm, this would change my life, exciting, thrilling, in the future, "it will arrive."

When we want something, we IDEALIZE it because we invent the idea that happiness, security, or love are found in something external. That is a state of LACK. (I lack happiness, security, love) and by believing that, we PUT IT ON A PEDESTAL and create separation.

TO GO FROM WANTING TO HAVING:

- Use the goal-setting process to release your internal blocks. Stop physically chasing the goal.

- Release everything, any thought or feeling, no matter what, until you clearly transition to the state where it is yours in the NOW. There, you have no doubts and need no confirmation, just as you don't need confirmation that you are dressed now.

- Release until you completely lose interest in it. When you no longer obsessively think about it, your mind automatically stops revolving around it, and you move on to other things.

- Release to the point of indifference; you no longer care whether you achieve it or not, but at the same time, you are certain you have it. It is in that precise moment of total indifference and certainty that the goal "falls into your lap."

- Let the world act. Don't be the doer. In the state of indifference, you allow yourself to be the witness. You relax and simply observe how the universe operates and delivers the goal to you.

[IMPORTANT] If you feel very excited, THAT IS LUST, and deep down, you are anticipating a problem or a fall (a disappointment). Your mind stirs up intense emotions just to prepare you for the blow of dissatisfaction. Let go of all that excitement or arousal.

PROCESS FROM WANTING TO HAVING:

1. You shouldn't strive to acquire it, but rather empty yourself of the feeling of lack you have about it.

2. Think about what you desire and notice the contraction, tension, (3 wants) or clutching that arises in your stomach or chest.

3. That contraction is lack. Don't analyze why you want it; simply open your imaginary "door" and allow that feeling of need or lack to pass through you and leave.

4. You must release the desire until you reach a state of indifference.

HAVING IS:

- "There is no contraction when you are in the having mode." Your body and chest are completely light and relaxed, without any level of clutching or resistance.

- You reach a state where "it doesn't bother or disturb you."

- You realize that abundance (whether love, money, or success) was already yours from the beginning; you were simply blocking yourself by desiring it from a place of lack.

- You understand that "happiness is you being yourself without any negativity." As Lester said, "When you know yourself, you are fully satisfied and have everything; you lose nothing, the only thing that disappears is your misery."

THE LOST VAULT: Massive Archive of the Legendary "Hootless.com" Calls (60+ Rare Audios!)

Hey everyone! 👋

As some of you may know from my previous posts, I’ve been releasing since around 2007. Over the years, I’ve seen so much incredible material surface on the internet only to eventually disappear. Today, I want to share something truly special that has been lost to time—until now.

More than 15 years ago, there was an absolutely amazing Advaita and releasing community called Hootless.com. It was a massive, completely selfless forum where people discussed the Method, Advaita, and specifically the teachings of Lester Levenson.

The crown jewel of this site was their weekly calls.

🎙️ The Guests (Direct Disciples of Lester)

Every week, they brought in guest speakers, including many of Lester Levenson's direct disciples (many of whom are considered fully realized). The lineup was unbelievable. This pack includes talks from:

• Kate Freeman
• Laura Lucille
• James Hurley
• David Ellzey
• Rick Solomon
• Larry Crane
• ...and many more!

💎 What's in the pack?

Although there were many more calls on the site, I managed to download and save a massive chunk of them before the website sadly closed its doors forever.

This massive pack contains over 60 calls. Every single audio is packed with unique releasing secrets, advanced tips, and profound insights. Personally, I’ve extracted so much incredible value and breakthroughs from these recordings, and I couldn't let them just sit on my hard drive.

🛠️ How to Download & Open (Quick Tech Guide):

To keep the main download link safe and active, I’ve placed the link inside a Pastebin page. Here is how to get your files:

1. Click the Pastebin link below to find the Mega download link.
2. The whole 60+ audio collection is compressed into a single .zip file to make the download faster.
3. Once downloaded, you need to extract it. Just right-click the file and use a free program like WinRAR or 7-Zip (Mac users can use The Unarchiver), and select "Extract Here". The full folder with all the MP3s will pop right out!

🔗 Get the Hootless Archive Here:

👉 [ THE LOST VAULT: Massive Archive of the Legendary "Hootless.com" Calls (60+ Rare - Pastebin.com ]

This is a literal piece of releasing history. Enjoy the calls, keep letting go, and let me know in the comments which speaker or tip resonated with you the most! Have a great week! ✨

Why years of therapy won't cure your guilt (and how to actually drop it).

You’ve probably seen someone in their 80s still agonizing over a mistake they made 60 years ago. You look at them and think, "Why don't they just let it go?"

But we all do it. We get stuck in a loop, endlessly trying to figure out why we feel guilty, hoping that if we analyze it enough, it will vanish.

Here is the hard truth: understanding your guilt will never make it go away. The mind loves untangling balls of yarn, but that just keeps you trapped in your head. If you want to stop playing judge and executioner and actually drop the weight, read on.

The Therapy & Intellect Trap: We treat guilt like a puzzle. We obsess over what we did, what we allowed to happen, or what was done to us.

You can go to psychotherapy for years, endlessly analyzing your entire past or childhood, and still walk out feeling guilty. Why? Because talking to a wall just keeps you stuck in the intellect. Plus, truly dropping your guilt isn't exactly great for the therapy business—if you let it go entirely, the sessions end.

Guilt is just a limiting subconscious program—a feeling, not a fact. And feelings don't need to be analyzed; they just need to be felt and released. You can't think your way out of a feeling.

The Lies Keeping You Stuck: We hold onto guilt because we secretly think it serves us. We believe feeling terrible acts as an invisible shield against future punishment, or that remorse will stop us from repeating a mistake.

It doesn't. Guilt operates like an unconscious IOU. You punish yourself mentally hoping to cancel out a real-world consequence. Instead, you just suffer twice. Guilt doesn't prevent bad behavior; it creates the internal stress that pushes you to repeat the cycle.

It’s Only You in There Right now, nobody is inflicting this feeling on you except yourself. You are the one generating the punishment inside your own mind.

This is actually great news. If you are the one creating it, you have the power to stop it. You have to consciously choose: am I going to keep beating myself up forever, or am I going to love myself? You have to discriminate and decide that you've served your time.

How to Drop It Right Now: Stop trying to push the guilt down. That just anchors it in your subconscious. Instead, use this direct approach:

1. Allow it up: Bring the feeling to the surface. Don't resist it. It's just trapped energy that is pressing to leave. Open an imaginary door and let it flow out in waves.
2. Take Responsibility & Drop the Punishment: Acknowledge that you are doing this to yourself. Ask yourself: Am I going to keep punishing myself, or am I going to love myself? Could I allow myself to decide that I have been punished enough? Could I stop wanting to punish myself? Decide that it ends now.
3. Release the Wants: Once you decide to stop the punishment, look at the underlying lack. Is this guilt tied to wanting approval (validation from others) or wanting control (wishing to change the past)? Let go of that root desire.
4. Ask the Release Questions: Finally, look at whatever energy is left and ask yourself honestly: Could I let this go? Would I let it go? When?

Hunt It Down (The Systematic Approach): Don't just do this once and forget about it. To get totally free, you have to be systematic.

Don't wait for guilt to hit you randomly. When you are in a high-energy state—like Courage, Acceptance, or Peace (CAP)—use that momentum. Take the time to actively hunt down those lower feelings. Go looking for the guilt you've buried and pull it up on purpose. With the leverage of CAP, you can flush out massive amounts of old garbage effortlessly.

What’s a guilt loop you’ve been caught in? Have you found that analyzing it endlessly ever actually helped you release it, or did it just make the loop stronger?